april fool.

holy afternoon i was get roared to a flash of instant deafness.

as i "banged" the door behind me, and everything went blank just right in my head as the anger occasionally unleashed.. in me..

i definitely can feel the awful glare few feet behind me where she stood by.
and there the stillness i remained sucked piles of hesitations into my dizzy mind..

It almost killed me; i need a place, where no one could have been,
but, world's too small.

ugh.

and im telling u right now,

im seriously rotting...

my flesh is rotting..

my blood is evaporating...

my mind is vanishing...

my organs are exploding...

so, don talk to me..

or else im so gonna pull u with me and eventually,

die together.

R-A-I-N

and another clumsy day today was..

teachers were too busy setting the tents with the KRS on the field, esp mr. gopal, ramesh and most of all, i reckon u guys to come my skul and search for the great mr. yatim, who had a white adidas sweater and white trackbottom perfectly embellished his thin figure... and my eyes narrowed, being rolled around at all degrees simply by his overwhelming look... =p

and the sky darkened at a flash moment... most students somewhat hoped it will be a heavy downpour so the heats day will be postponed, once more...

and...
BINGO. it rained. and before it did... the prefect annouced so everyone got back to class respectively... and so someone told me something like dis... right on the field...

"mr. chin was definitely a weather forecaster, definitely" he pointed this out with confirmed look.

and.. i couldnt help but stop with a sigh of relief..
darn, how is tomorrow if it rains too, and thursday..
god, my PJ..

dying of chinese results....

i got the result, and before all my 'comrades' could barely take a slight look on it, I've teared it into million of particles...

it is chinese languange.. and the marks i obtained... so severe that it was totally out of the range where i supposedly belong to.... and my mind went blank and the first sight was thrown..

sigh.. i wonder.. whom did the fault belong to? the no-essay format of the paper? the insanity of the teacher? or, mostly and clearly... mine?

it got even saddened for me to get my add maths result when it reminds me of doing those holiday works till my hand eventually filled with bruises...

and... it eventually cheered me a LITTLE BIT as it reminds me that tmr is goin to be a free day... heats day ya? got free hour.. why not?

U.K or U.S.A?

just got a little mail about something quite.. err... nice to do while you are too bored..

Realize or realise?

I have this impression that American orthography started to differ slightly from the British spelling because the emigrants sort of started from a clean table in their writing, and spelling grew closer to pronunciation. Americans write 'realize', 'organize', 'Elizabeth', while Brits write 'realise', 'organise', 'Elisabeth': when said aloud, the words have a voiced sibilant, hence the ’z’ instead of ’s’. Also vice versa. The clearly sounding ’r’ in American pronunciation in words like ’word’, ’bird’, ’are’, should, according to my knowledge, derive from the same liaison between speaking and writing: because it is written, it can also be heard. The audible ’r’ is a kind of relic that has worn off from the British pronunciation. Is this so?

and U.K. spells Elizabeth as 'Elisabeth' ?? @@

awkward ...

so sick

jus got a new book from popular 2 days ago.. twilight stephenie meyer

and it was like... supehhh idiotic while reading it sambil doin some real big business in toilet... ewhh.. this book is (?!) about a stupid vampire fell in love with a stupid ordinary girl and i somehow reckon myself to read it b4 sleeping..... at least 1 chapter lar.. if not my mom so gonna *vulgar* me that i waste her $$ jus to , i mean embellishing the house with that pretty book cover instead of reading it like a WORM.....

the stupid tuition was damn sick.... borinnnn la... 2 hours long with an old man.. i mean, an old artist from hollywood... retired. RM105 with him... research writing... crap lar.... and so many books.... esp... quizes... wtheck. he gives that many quiz and yet still dare to act in front of us.... *take 1*

*good take*

school so gonna reopen in few hours time... and we so gonna face intervensi 2.. and most of all... our ujian selaras result.. stop mumbling about add maths =p and.. and.. and... partially, our intervensi 1 results were not fully out yet...

beyond the distant clear and blue sky.. I somewhat could foresee the black, ugly, evil hell right in front of me yet i still continue my life in this miserable, desperate way... what lar. = = crap like an idiot...

im sick of school life.... examsss..

barry & stuart

and here it is... been a LONG time that i left my blog away...
sry ya xD

and i went to the Barry & Stuart comedian-magician show at KL Pacs at saturday... and dai lou kian pooi just gave me some pics... too bad just a little.. and fine..

kian pooi... *u inspire me to write a song* (from you-know-who-the-foreign-little-girl) insane man!! *huh?! i don get it.. im goin up* *slap*

wake up la dai lou...

=.="

and fine.. we watched the show
it was like so funny, so entertaining.. the 2 magicians were so cool, funny !! they rox!! bowling ball came up all of a sudden... supermario... hahaxD

and these are a little pics... since we were not allowed to bring camera.. and phone was the onli thing we could use.. and STRICTLY NO photographs during show... darn..

enjoy... thx kian pooi... bharathi is so gonna freak u during the next class after skul reopens.. hehexD

kian pooi dai lou, 8wah.... *8wah wtheck u're laughing??*

me, dailou, 8wah, shin
*gentlemen.............................lol xD*

jiayang, dailou
*hey jiayang... whr are u pointing at?? could it be.... ouch.... don hit me... xD*

dailou, me, mun chong, bear, shin
*sad... and they forced me to smile!! bear.. stop showing ur teeth, and, shin... y the heck are u showing that silly face harh?!?!* xD

8wah, me, bear, dailou
*err... i wonder whr was 8wah's neck xD, drink more milk la.. and stupid shin took this photo.. kinda artistic, ya? indeed, we're all in an art exhibition centre lol *

*stand* sean, jonathan, mun chong, me, shin, shi hao, bear, kok man, julian, seck wei
*squat* 8wah, tong lai(down), jan jhin(top), yousheng a.k.a sifu, kin joe, jiayang, boeY
*we're a big big family, though its small... darn.. tong lai stop acting cool okay? hahaxD*

shin, me
*and who the heck suggested that we took that stupid female toilet as the background?! duh!!*

8wah, dailou
*romantic ya?? so many loveS behind... and 8wah.. pls la.. stop that FAKE smile.. *

"ghost shadow", dailou and me
*where the hell are u pointing at? and can u guys feel my height?! im ON TOP of the tower!! xD*
*the shadow was kinda scary, wasn't it?*xD

dailou and me (once more)
*shin i warn u... stop being artistic...*

dailou and me (once more again)

*stop forcing me into the pic, it eventually spoils ur image...
coz..
COZ IM HERE!!*

hot isn't it?? xD

EL

there again, the literature in english.. but anyway, lets see if i can have enough time for it, or not.

i will conquer it, definitely.

hope its not a joke, at least, a serious joke.

anything la.

watashiwa...

6th March 2009....

the same date in 17 years ago... *flashback*
*baby cries*
--the conversation between the doctor and the daddy in hospital--
doctor: D Daddy: d

D: *shook his head*
d: *looked shock*
D: sir, im sorry...
d: what?! how was my wife????!
D: she's okay, just fine, but... but--
d: but what?! tell !!! tell lar u ^!#%!^#!!
D: the product...
d: what product?!
D: after that night when u're having sports with her....
d: then?! what was the product?!
D: please prepare... mentally.. u so gonna faint right on this spot after u hear it..
d: *hold breath* ok.. ok.. tell me... slowly.. not too direct..
D: ok. erm...
d: erm what lar?! not so indirect la stupid!!
D: *sigh*
d: what shape?!
D: erm--
d: apple? guava? durian?
D: no.
d: water bottle? tupperware?
D: *shook his head*
d: what larh?! animal a?!
D: quite so..
d: dog? cat?
D: *shook again*
d: lion? whale? elephant?!
D: *again*
d: bird? dinosaur? lizard? cockroach??!!
D: no la... jus...
d: jus what?!
D: err....
d: err what?! bear a?!??!?!??! BEAR???!!??!!
D: *stare blankly*
d: *hysteria*
D: *try his best to NOD*

--THE END---

enuf crapping these shits for now... and, by the way,
YAP CHUIN CHI!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

OTAKU OTAKU!!

watashiwa, e-sis-to-sis... (how to spell a?? =.='')

p/s: best regards from: (your family member)

and, this picture is strictly prohibited for children and people under 18 years old to see, touch or eat... xD

chemistry

i went tuition at 4.30 till 6 today. chemistry.
and the tutor wanted us to prepare alcohol based on form 5 chapter 2 : Carbon Compound..
to prepare alcohol, u will need:
-anything that contains glucose (preferably sweet fruits, rice, etc.)
-yeast

and that's what produces alcohol - one of the homologous series of hydrocarbons.

and, and, and,
alcohol substances are organic, and most importantly,
FLAMMABLE.

Dear flammable mummy,

wish your dreams come true,
wish you pass SPM with flying and burning colors,
wish you all the best in ur last year of school (probably),
wish you and all ur frens and family a wonderful life,
And, whatever it is,
ur son is here,
i mean,
HOT son,
and ur HOT daughter,
sandWa too..
oops, spelled wrong =p don angry ya sandRa...
and,
lastly,
finally,


HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! =D

precautions of experiment:
1. DO NOT burn the solution.
2. DO NOT burn the solution.
3. DO NOT burn the solution.
4. DO NOT burn the solution.
5. DO NOT burn the solution.

precautions to mummy,

DO NOT EVER EVER EVER, EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER GO PETROL STATION IF YOU DON'T WANT EVERYBODY TO HAVE 3RD DEGREE BURN!!
I MEAN IT!! SERIOUSLY......

and to those who wish to refill your cars' petrol, please KINDLY, i beg u... go and refill your cars when mummy's sleeping, or eating, etc.

xD

p/s: mummy~~ happy birthday ya~~ be mature since u're 17 already... muacksss :D
best regards from 6AC, mostly ME.

and seriously, do not go petrol station.
coz u're flammable. and i guess u are unable to eat ur cake, coz u burn everything. the candle and the creams and... oopss.. not too much creams ya? for fitness's sake (that's why i am ur coach too !!). xD

love u~!! u deserve a big hug from sandra and i~ *HUG*~

GOOD for u

everyone in our skul seemed somehow not bothered about the coming ujian selaras at all. It is tomorrow. So unusual, it starts right after intervensi.

my nilam, are not finished yet. and i wonder why the skul gave so many collar pins away to students who wrote, i mean, copied so many nilams? stupid is it? not that i didnt get it and i jealous of that, its just that stupid. Stupid students go waste so much ink and wrote so many words for the pandangan and sinopsis column and go flip thru the stupid dictionary for unknown words... then so stupid, go get a stupid collar pin, which the stupid skul is kinda PROUD of it, and go make poke and freaking spoil their stupid uniform collar. somemore only one side. so stupid and make it imbalance from left to right. and walk like a stupid zombie stick to the weight of the collar pin side. and then knock to the wall. then die straight. stupid.

1 more new tuition on friday, english, follow frens punya. but seems okay with it. he teaches out of syllabus.. ok larh..
supposedly, 1 more extra tuition class for the most stupid subject ever ---- Sejarah.
I AM ENOUGH WITH IT.

and everytime when i closed a book, especially sejarah and biology, close my eyes and starts taking deep breath. Havnt even exhale the carbon dioxide(s), and those ADULTS start to imitate "I'm Not Stupid 1", Terry's mom's voice: "Its for your own G-O-O-D."

anything la...

the morning ever since i washed my face thoroughly. one image happened to wash up my brain.

and i never noticed that one single yellow dot stood on my right cheek..

coz all the time, even till now.
i was thinking partially,
about exam. oh!
exam..
it seems to echo around wherever i am.

and i looked for the biology reference book.
the moment i flipped 1 page over.
and i was like..

WHAT FOR?!