I barely breathe

My blog was one-day in-updated.
Thanks to the heat which circulates in me.
My forehead grew some wrinkles, unbelievable.
I hardly search for energy to press on the keyboard, which seems so solid to me right now.
My nasal is blocked.

I knew it wouldn't affect these days.
but it did.
and at school, in my class,
people would do nothing, but give me a weird glance with blank thought.

I felt,
miserable,
I couldn't sleep whole night,
I hardly closed my eyes.
I need some drugs,
that would positively inject into me,
I must reincarnate.

The blanket wasn't thick enough,
to repel the icebergs in me.

I got fever,
I need panadolS..
I need her. At my side,
even though,
I know that much,
I am definitely,
a selfish person.

You kick me.
Into the hazardous,
doomed flame,
that causes me sick.

I wished someone could suck the heat outta me.
I don't want to die,
moreover,
If a dreamless night were to come,
I would say,
"I need you."



p/s: I wasn't emo, just wondering would I recover from this deadly fever,
or else,
wouldn't, at all.