debate-------

still remember last year when shan kai and i went for the chinese debate competition in SJK(C) Zhong Guo.. (forgive me for spelling it WRONG) =.="

and we trained for that for like a month.. oh seriously.. 1 month.. how could 6 of us did that? gosh spending 1 month but not even a consolation returned. ok, well. we were shot killed by SMK Sri Sentosa. they conquered us, with 4 pairs of lips.

now the new year came. another round of chinese debate came. i wonder whether shan kai will be interested or not.. mayb, mayb not. wadever. duh..

i was hoping we've got talented juniors.. but however, we have a good and TALENTED leader this year.. oh yes.. she joined debate ever since she was form 1. primary skul? i don think so..

but then... 1 more day for intervensi.. and whatever it is.. our class was still that NOISY.. bully the new teacher, and the old's bully us. not at all.

alas our first aid room has our personal lights and fan switch now.. and i guess zheng kang's year wont be awful like yesteryear which me, jun bin, boon tek and emo-king got to sleep overnight at that stuffy and narrow condition... last but not least. DARK. at least, we've got Cat's Eye (singular) xD

and now i think of skul again.. all in my mind, bubbling around was boring, boring, boring...

boring.

intervennnnnnnnnnsi

got my 2nd day of intervensi jus OVER...

and... add maths.. i don wonder at which corner of the kementerian did the mr.penggubal gubal-ed that paper.. and i was like damn hate him, or her, anything.

cant blog yesterday night as i planned to coz my modem sot sot ady... and my bro so pro. go and fix using the electric wire... *buzz*

the lucky thing of all unluckies.. i got some nice dinner.. and fine. go sleep earlier.. forget everything. i mean, EVERYthing. well, not including her.

but i forgot something... now i remember.. i slept b4 dinner.. and now . how am i goin to sleep?!

duh!

decisions.

i did something really wrong today...

i knew i should not have hurt her that much..
i knew how much tears she fell for me...
i did not want to hurt her like dat...
just that, i was too stressed..
and, i did not know what to do...
when i found u crying..
just in front of me

u never need to say sorry to me..
i never had blame u..
i took all the blame..
just because... for once...
i want to be selfish... not letting u to take any single drop of blame..
u are my everything...

perhaps.. i've seen too many movies..
a guy chases after a girl after hurting her feeling..
but i had never seen any movies that a girl chases after a guy...
either after hurting him, or being hurt, very deeply.
i was halfway on the main road... jus metres away from u..
but i could feel the big gap between us..
perhaps, a million miles..
that was far away from the distance that i could touch u,
that i could hug u tightly,
not letting u go,
and tell u that: "dear,
i'm sorry,
I
LOVE
YOU.

intervensi...

just went back from leisure mall, kinda bored coz watched a boring movie for like one hour and half..... as usual... crowded toilet.. sien...

and while got back to house.. took out the rubix's cube and freaking forgot the algorithm..

and got to sms her.. but still... bored.. till now she has not reply me yet..

bored...

and when it's that darn boring.. it reminds me of something.. something real BORING freaking flooded my mind.. it once more reminds me of intervensi, again..

and so.. how to spell inter-ven-si? someone tell me?

perhaps... inter-ven-sy? intervancy? intervency?
i jus don freaking know...
perhaps... i jus don wan to know...
tomorrow is the cross country day... yet.. same place.. same people.. same thing...

mbs..
play up..
play up..
play- ---
u---
u----p----
up.

DARN.. bored >.<

sports season

there we feel the renewed atmosphere of sweats again... its the sports season, i mean, AGAIN.

today was the 1st day of standard sports, or, sukan tara...
as USUAL.. ppl still ponteng, don even care about it.

the events held today were 100m run, and, long jump, thats all...

a SMALL school field of approx 200m a round, but 8 houses of students got to fill in it... squeezing each other... pushing each other... touching each other (p/s: weixing~ @@)

we st john members were supposed to duty... and it was like just few of us went for duty, becoz the skul was so tak puas that so many ppl goin for duty...

and ACCORDING to weixing, the members who will go for duty were according to SENIORITY... and these were the ppl: me, boon tek, brian, tien chee, weixing(not sure), joeh meng, devandran, cheng nam.... and adeline moo too... she was our skulmate but ORIGINALLY from KLCCD adult..

adeline, boon tek and i were to stand right CENTRE of the field.. so stupid okayh?! weixing freaking arranged that and he didnt even care that the UV lights will spoil my perfect skin!! (SSS-ing...) =p

and the stupid jun bin, kept hanging around us for that he's not even doing duty too.. somemore begged for duty hours.. how stupid he was... like clown, acting fun in front of us.. most importantly, his show was totally Free OF CHARGE! yeah.. and i dunno y... adeline was laughing and chuckling the whole afternoon...

and this was the funneh part today...
there was a real INSANE indian guy that came to us and claimed that he had kinda stomach ache.. we've seen that guy like several times ady... he went to me.. i mean, us.. asking for medicines... and we said that we didnt have any medicine for internal usage.. and this was the stupid idiotic part... he freaking claimed that we MUST do some kind of OPERATION on him.!! all of us were like wtheck?! and adeline was laughing like shit at that moment ady.. followed by boon tek, as if they eaten something wrong.. then that guy was so freaking busy body... i began to be impatient and next i handed him the savlon antiseptic cream and joked to him that he has to swallow that cream... and he freaking took that savlon and the freaking moment he first squeezed that container slightly.. all of us freaking stunned!! wtheck?!?!?! fortunately i took that away quickly if not we so gonna be shot by the mahkamah... and so it ends my life... no way.. hukuman gantung.. i cant stand it.. that guy was really an INSANE... belif me...

untitile

first time in my life since im born to this world..

i cried for love..

i sobbed ..
......
under my pillow...
through the sorrow days and nights...
it was all because...
i miss u...
i hope..
i would have 48 hours a day...
if u are to sleep at 11
i will be aslept at 10.59.59
so i will never have a single millisecond,
without u, Cecilia...

love u, dear.

I know it right.

Am I ALWAYS yours?

I know it right,

Meeting you was my fate,
Becoming your friend was a choice,
But falling in love with you,
I had no control over.

i knew i made you sad, i knew i made your tears fell uncontrollably,
but at least i knew one last thing,
it is that,

I LOVE U,
my dear.

p/s: hope you enjoy the last quarter of valentine's, and, and, and, winnie the pooh, as well.

time is eternity

someone sent me a real nice phrase...

guys and girls, happy valentine's day.

Time is too slow for those who wait,
too swift for those who fear,
too long for those who grieve,
too short for those who rejoice,
but for those who love,
time is eternity.

if time can stop.

if time can stop,
do we have to think all over again? what had bonded us together?

perhaps,
what made us together?

perhaps,
why? why are we together?

"

If you live to be a hundred,
I want to live to be a hundred minus one day,
so I never have to live without you.

"

love - undefinable.

'The first time i ever saw you, i had a crush on you, that very moment i knew -- i love you, i need you in my life...'

crush, on someone who, delights me, cheers me up, shares with me, understands me, cares about me, misses me, thinks about me, and, and, and... loves me...

someone, hidden nowhere in one corner beyond the edge of world, makes my life worthwhile, I am fortunate to know you, as in millions of people, thousands of crowds, passing-by's of guys and girls on streets, couples of lovers holding hands at park,

at least,
at least,
at least,

I found you.

My heart is beating, two hundred times a minute,
Because my love,
You are in it.
The sound of your heartbeat
All through the night
We fall asleep,
And wake to the morning light,
For you had once more,
Tought me to love again...

Once I was a beautiful shell
Giving life to the creatures of the sea
Tides and time pounded on me, breaking me bit by bit

Then I was stuck nowhere to go...
The barnacles found a place to dwell
But Mother Ocean gave me a second chance

The tides washed me upon the shore
There I lay waiting in the sun, dull and chipped and ugly
Then, you came along and found me

The barnacles were picked, the sand washed off
You polished me up and brought out my luster...
I'm still chipped with imperfections
But you laid me out for everyone to see...
The beautiful colors inside me

Now I'm shiny with colors and gold
The tides have yet to see me grow old
With the tenderness and care you gave me
I am once again a beautiful shell

On Valentine's day, I think of you.
You're a person, who are dear,
How much you add to life's delight,
Whenever you are near.
You've been a worth company,
With you exist beside me,
Nothing much but pleasant, comfort,
You charmed me.
I am fortunate to know you.
I am fortunate to know you.
I am fortunate to know you.
I am fortunate to know you.
I am fortunate to know you.

Of golds, gems, emeralds, rubies, sapphires and silvers,
You, my diamond,
The rarest, the shiniest,
gleams and glows whenever i feel your existence,
You're in my thought,
Every day,
Every hour,
Every minute,
Every single second.
I care more than you know.
I adore more than you know.
I miss more than you know.
I think more than you know.
I love more than you know.
You're unique, my most special treasure that,
shines and blooms within my deep heart core.

Dear Cecilia,

I LOVE U,
happy Valentine's day.
*kiss*

Love-
-undefinable.

at least u smile, =)

i was S-U-P-P-O-S-E-D to post this... coz the original person who posted this ordered so..

DO YOU EVER WONDER where we are headed...?

Why the sun lightens our hair,
but darkens our skin?

Why women can't put on mascara
with their mouth closed?


Why you don't ever see the headline:
'Psychic Wins Lottery'?


Why 'abbreviated' is such a long word?


Why Doctors call what they do 'practice'?


Why you have to click on 'Start'
to stop Windows 98?




Why lemon juice is made with artificial flavor, while dishwashing liquid is made with real lemons?



Why the man who invests all your money is called a 'Broker'?



Why there isn't mouse flavored cat food?



Who tastes dog food when it has a
'new & improved' flavor?

Why Noah didn't swat those two mosquitoes?



Why they sterilize the needle for lethal injections?



Why they don't make the whole plane out of the material used for the indestructible black box?




Why sheep don't shrink when it rains?


Why they are called apartments when
they are all stuck together?


If con is the opposite of pro,
is Congress the opposite of progress?


Why they call the airport 'the terminal'
if flying is so safe?


AND...


In case you need further proof that the human race is doomed because of stupidity, here are some actual label instructions on consumer goods.


On a Myer hairdryer:
'Do not use while sleeping'.
(Darn, and that's the only time I have to
work on my hair).


On a bag of Chips:
You could be a winner! No purchase necessary.
Details inside.
(The shoplifter special?)

On a bar of Palmolive soap:
'Directions: Use like regular soap'.
(And that would be how???)



On some frozen dinners:
'Serving suggestion: Defrost'.
(But, it's just a suggestion).


On Nanna's Tiramisu dessert
(printed on bottom):
'Do not turn upside down'.

(Well...duh, a bit late, huh)!




On Marks & Spencer Bread Pudding:
'Product will be hot after heating'.
(And you thought????...)


On packaging for a K-Mart iron:
'Do not iron clothes on body'.
(But wouldn't this save me more time?)



On Boot's Children Cough Medicine:
'Do not drive a car or operate machinery after
taking this medication'.
(We could do a lot to reduce the rate of construction accidents if we could just get those 5 year olds with
head colds off those forklifts.)

On Nytol Sleep Aid:
'Warning: May cause drowsiness'.
(And...I'm taking this because???)


On most brands of Christmas lights:
'For indoor or outdoor use only'.
(As opposed to...what?)


On a Japanese food processor:
'Not to be used for the other use'..
(Now, somebody out there, help me on this.
I'm a bit curious.)



On Nobby's peanuts:
'Warning: contains nuts'.
(Talk about a news flash!)


On an American Airlines packet of nuts:
'Instructions: Open packet, eat nuts'.
(Step 3: maybe, uh...fly Delta?)


I don't blame the company,
I blame the parents for this one:
On a child's superman costume:
'Wearing of this garment does not enable you to fly'.


On a Swedish chainsaw:
'Do not attempt to stop chain with your
hands or genitals'.
(Was there a lot of this happening somewhere?)



Now that you've smiled at least once, it's your turn
to spread the stupidity and send this to someone you want to bring a smile to (maybe even a chuckle)...
in other words send it to everyone.
We all need to smile every once in a while

love.. love... LOVE..

valentine is a special for lovers... indeed, it was a day of romance..

chocolates.. in japan.. it was kinda fashionable for girls to give chocolates to boyfriends, or whom they love as present... other presents like roses... couple decorations... boys giving teddies... and girls who received pengsan... got shock... whole body got swollen.. then masuk hospital... then enter ICU... then finally the doctor came out from the operation room with his freaking creepy look... shaking his head as if he had taken drugs... then sandra will shout "CHOI~~!!"

haiz... malaysia... valentines in japan is much more romantic then our country... snow fall during valentine at japan.. malaysia.. there were alternatives: either the sun will burn u into ashes.. or the freaking rain will just tsunamised u...

2molo gt no st john meeting... so all of us are free... somemore no skul... like connaught they have replacement class... pity them... jun bin? he told me he will jus sleep like a PIG in his house tmr b4 goin to connaught at night... but... don ever let me see him freaking holding sticking his freaking palm onto jie jie's or not i will just freaking slap the shit out of his anus...

don lie to me... u will lose shits...

anyway...

happy VALENTINE to everyone~!!

i give all of u a song... and happy valentine...

今天情人节 - 梁静茹

小任性 闹情绪
纵然爱淋过了雨滴
放开又握紧 会思念的手心
坏习惯 倔脾气
没抱歉也可以忘记
那是什么都不计较的亲昵
再跳到你背上的海边
更靠近天堂 看的更远
我们笑着跑
横越海岸线的蜿蜒

一个微妙的体贴
我知道今天会是情人节
不是第一次听你说永远
泪水还是涌成温泉
一个为爱的改变
我知道今天就是情人节
你要我看见我有多特别
让新快乐和好回忆重叠

坏习惯 倔脾气
没抱歉也可以忘记
那是什么都不计较的亲昵
再跳到你背上的海边
更靠近天堂 看的更远
我们笑着跑
横越海岸线的蜿蜒

一个微妙的体贴
我知道今天会是情人节
不是第一次听你说永远
泪水还是涌成温泉
一个为爱的改变
我知道今天就是情人节
你要我看见我有多特别
让新快乐和好回忆重叠

为你唱一首歌的时间
往事在脑海绕地球几圈
每个芝麻绿豆那么小的情节
围成像星光满天
比一克拉亮的钻戒

一个微妙的体贴
我知道今天会是情人节
不是第一次听你说永远
泪水还是涌成温泉
一个为爱的改变
我知道今天就是情人节
你要我看见我有多特别
让新快乐和好回忆重叠

每年过三百六十六个节

another legendary story... classic..

so... fellows.. today.. im so in a kinda dato-doktor-low-bin-tek-hurry... another story.. mind.. this story contains violence.. seriously.. PG13 - for children under 13 yrs old have to be accompanied by parents... i mean it... no joke.

for a new morning to come.. when all the chinese return back to their normal rotting condition.. a whole new day..

not much thing to talk about the ministry people coming to our skul... either downgraded or upgraded our skul.. just a matter of fact that we don especially care.. coz of dis.. we have to freaking cut our hair freaking shortly.. lucky gt Chap Goh Mei... if not all our hair will so gonna be balded by the "malaysia boleh" beardy guy..

after LK period.. after a SHORT time for all the naughties enjoyed head-shooting each other in portable CS 1.6 in the comp lab... after a hypnotic lesson (komsas)... and here we could really felt the deep sense of a high speed clancy's drift on our class whiteboard.. being cakar-ayam-ed by our BELOVED sivic teacher ms.wong...

here's the synopsis... or plot.. wadever it is..

SHE.. the great one.. the first attempt straight after she entered our freaking class.. that usual irritated sense had ONCE flooded our mind(s)...
not even when our monitor jia yang was able to call upon our feets... she shouted like her boyfriend (blind, indeed) got cancer or aids: " I SEE ALL OF U ARE NOT WILLING TO STAND UP AND GREET ME YA!! " she freaking shouted as she took hold of her marker and began the drifting and racing on the board... we had indeed stunt... all looked at her, standing, perhaps.. we stood.. she never mind that... ?! we were like wtheck.. she entered so swiftly that the monitor didnt even have enough seconds to say class stand.. and she began like a chicky person.. shouting to the wall, the ceiling, the floor, the chairs and tables, the board, the recycle box, the brooms and mops, and the dustbin...

at the stunting moment... the BRAVE people began complaining... JUN WAN.. our hero...
"teacher, how u expect us to copy the notes when all of us stand up like this.. boey a.. u so tall.. i cant c a..."
"wad wad wad?! I COME INTO THE CLASS AND ALL OF U NEVER GREET ME LIKE IM A NOBODY!! I AM A TEACHER OKAYH?! U ALL ARE STUDENTS BUT YET NOT ONE OF U STAND UP AND GREET ME!! "
my turn.. :"but then--" she interrupted:" then WHAT?! IM A TEACHER AND U ALL ARE STUDENTS SO U ALL MUST AT LEAST GIV SOME RESPECT LARH!! U DON WAN TO RESPECT ME IZIT?!?! OKAYH THEN FINE!!! DON HOPE THAT I WILL RESPECT U GUYS ANYMORE!!"

*cutting off unimportant parts*

today... our class once again recognized another hero... instead of mr. yu yang and mr. goh jun wan... this is the real funneh part.. for us :-p

DEN DEN DEN DEN...

ms wong:"all of u a!! when i write!! on the board!! u all talk!! talk !!! Talk!!! TALK TALK TALK!! TALK!! don copy but TALK!! i see all of u don wan to copy right!! ITS JUST A SIMPLE THING!! *mumbles around this and that*
hero boey:" *talking with yu yang*
ms wong:" *spotted at hero boey at once* AND YOU!! I NOTICED U LONG TIME ADY!! u keep talk talk TALK TALK TALK!! I CALL U TO COPY ISNT IT?!?! U LIKE TO TALK ISIT?!?! OKAYH!! NOW U BE THE TEACHER!!
hero boey:" *scratching his hair as if he did not know wad was freaking happening*
ms wong:" U !! U!!! YA .. U!!! YOU!!! COME OUT NOW!! U LIKE TO TALK SO MUCH!! COME OUT AND TALK !! U CAN TALK ANYTHING U LIKE !!! NOW COME OUT AND TALK!!!
hero boey:" *enlarging his eyes as big as possible and glared at teacher*
ms wong:" U SEE WAD SEE?! COME OUT NOW LARH!! SINCE U LIKE TALKING SO MUCH!! *pulling out him using supernatural power*
hero boey:" *go out helplessly*, *stand in front of the students, scratching his head at intervals*
ms wong:" NOW TALK LARH!! TALK ANYTHING U WANT!! NOW !! TALK NOW!!! U LIKE TO TALK RIGHT?!?! TALK!!
hero boey:" wad to talk? aiyoh.. i got nothing to say ...
ms wong:" JUST NOW I TOT U GOT SO MANY THINGS TO SAY?!?! U GOT A CHANCE NOW AND TALK LARH!!
hero boey:" *irritated* jus now i din talk alot also...
ms wong:" WAD?!?! U DIN TALK?!?! I SEE U TALKING SINCE I CAME IN THE CLASS!!! I DON CARE !! TALK NOW!!
hero boey:" *glared fiercely*
ms wong:" just now talk so much!! now TALK LARH!!! cannot talk a?!!?!! TALK A!!
hero boey:" *broke his limit*

at the spur of the moment.. something really out of every single one of our expectation happened... this is it...

hero boey went back to his seat and sat down... here was wad he said.... LOUDLY...
"DUNO WAD'S WRONG WITH THIS TEACHER!! 无理取闹！！ 都不懂她要什么！！一进班就骂来骂去！！我们没有错咯！！ 傻婆！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
**traslation**:
dono wad the teacher wants!! come in class then straight scold and shout this and that!! we not doing anything wrong lor!! INSANE!!!

SO NOW U GUYS FEEL HOW STRONG IS MR. BOEY JIN WERN?!?! OUR HERO!! HE FIGHTS FOR RIGHTS!! HE DOES NOT EVEN CARE CAUSING A "GIRL" CRIES LIKE SHIT!! HE DESERVED A KISS FROM OUR BELOVED MR. ONG YU YANG!! CLAP!! MAY ALL OF US GIV A ROUND OF BIG APPLAUSE TO HIM!! HE IS GREAT!! TOTALLY OUT OF OUR EXPECTATION...............................!! WOOHOO!!

and finally... we were so freaking disappointed.. he said SORRY ... his image was once again...

...SPOILT.

to my fellow audiences..

it had been like a bunch of days and weeks since i last posted.. sry guys.. i din mean it.. and i c my chatbox was like duh!! who the heck is dat guy... aka-ed my name somemore.. wad kinda of tongue dat guy has?

and to sandra... my blog, or as u said hours ago.. me myself.. ain't rotting.. hhaa.. for u mayb, yes.. well.. but then... im not like my jie fu... i mean, jun bin.. his blog rotted.. erm.. perhaps.. he is indeed a rotting guy.. jkjk xD

p/s: valentine's coming.. hope everybody, no matter couple, or single.. happy vAL3ntiN3~
p/s: shi hao.. my freaking chocolate.. don lie to me.. or not i am goin to kill u...