decisions.

i did something really wrong today...

i knew i should not have hurt her that much..
i knew how much tears she fell for me...
i did not want to hurt her like dat...
just that, i was too stressed..
and, i did not know what to do...
when i found u crying..
just in front of me

u never need to say sorry to me..
i never had blame u..
i took all the blame..
just because... for once...
i want to be selfish... not letting u to take any single drop of blame..
u are my everything...

perhaps.. i've seen too many movies..
a guy chases after a girl after hurting her feeling..
but i had never seen any movies that a girl chases after a guy...
either after hurting him, or being hurt, very deeply.
i was halfway on the main road... jus metres away from u..
but i could feel the big gap between us..
perhaps, a million miles..
that was far away from the distance that i could touch u,
that i could hug u tightly,
not letting u go,
and tell u that: "dear,
i'm sorry,
I
LOVE
YOU.